Last night I had a dream. In it I was talking with a dear friend about how her retirement and book writing were going.
By the way, in the dream, I was pregnant. It was almost a side-note; it was so natural. There wasn’t any drama or trial about it. It just was.
So in the midst of this lovely conversation, I told her that it was a boy.
Just like that. I was pregnant, and it was a boy.
And then I woke up. And I’m not pregnant, and it’s not a boy.
Nightmares don’t always feature monsters and terror. Sometimes they come as ghosts of what is not.
This hurts my heart. I am so so so sorry. That would be crushing. 😭💔
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